Mr. Brightside

Home is whenever I'm with you

2011-08-07T00:57:00.006+08:00

Home - Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zero

Alabama, Arkansas I do love my Ma and Pa
Not the way that I do love you
Holy moly, me oh my, you're the apple of my eye
Girl I never loved one like you
Man o man your my best friend, I scream it to the nothingness
There ain't nothin that I need
Hot and heavy, pumpkin pie
Chocolate candy Jesus Christ
Ain't nothin please me more than you

(Chorus)
Ah, home, let me come home
Home is whenever I'm with you
Ah, home, let me come home
Home is wherever I'm with you

La la la la, take me home
Daddy I'm coming home

I follow you into the park, through the jungle, through the dark
Girl I've never loved one like you
Moats and boats and waterfalls, alley ways and pay phone calls
I been everywhere with you, that's true
Laughin till we think we'll die, barefoot on a summer night
Never could be sweeter than with you
And in the streets we're running free, like it's only you and me
Geez your somethin to see

(Chorus)
Ah, home, let me come home
Home is whenever I'm with you
Ah, home, let me come home
Home is wherever I'm with you

La la la la take me home
Daddy I'm comin home

Jade, Alexander, do you remember that day you fell out'a my window?
I sure do, you came jumpin out after me
Well, you fell on the concrete and nearly broke your ass
and you were bleedin all over the place
And I had to rush you out to the hospital
Do you remember that?
Yes I do
Well there's somethin I never told you about that night
What didnt you tell me?
While you were sitting in the back seat smokin a cigarette
You thought was gonna be your last,
I was fallin deep, deeply in love with you,
And I never told you till just now
ah, now I-

Ah, home, let me come home
Home is whenever I'm with you
Ah, home, let me come home
Home is when I'm alone with you

Home, let me come home, home is wherever I'm with you
Ah, home, yes I am home, home is when I'm alone with you

Alabama Arkansas I do love my Ma and Pa
Moats and boats and waterfalls
Alley ways and pay phone calls

Oh Home oh oh oh
Oh Home oh oh oh
Home is when I'm alone with you
Oh home, oh oh oh
Oh home, oh oh oh
Home is when I'm alone with you

I have a super weird taste in music. I don't like a specific genre, I like whatever rocks my boat. If the tune catches my attention, I'll like it. If the lyrics pluck my heartstrings, I'll love it. I can even like a song just cause I happen to like it, I can't explain why. In short, if you ask me what type of songs I like, I can't really specify any type. I can't say I only like songs with a fast beat, cause I do like certain songs that are slow too. Hmm.

On a side note, I haven't been updating this page for AGES. If this page was tangible there would be a thick layer of dust covering it right now. Anyhoo how, won't be updating this page for the months to come either, time to buck up and head towards the ultimate goal - A levels! Got to work hard and persevere, 3 more months left! That's too short yet too long.

To the rest who are heading towards a goal too - hang in there! We will get there together. :)

Things To Do

2011-01-17T21:08:00.000+08:00

Somewhere in the world tonight

2011-01-17T00:25:00.002+08:00

Hello!

Sorry for the long hiatus.. Been really busy to update the blog. Hahaha. To make up for the lost posts I finally fixed the Twitter gadget on the page.. Actually I replaced it with the official widget. haha. so yay, it's finally working and the short posts shall make up for the missing long ones.

School has reopened.. It's still tiring I swear. And it's much more hectic than last year. Plus Vcord hike is coming up next, I'm breaking under the pressure. But that doesn't stop me from smiling okay, youxiang!

Attended the RV Carnival last Saturday with Alvin qy sy yx. Glad that I went, if not I would have missed out a whole lot, hahaha. The dance performances by our level were my favourite part of the carnival. Went to meet up with Kee Gan for dinner with ventures. Great catching up! :)

Thank you everyone for your concern. I will be fine, sooner or later. :)

Oh, just to make it official, I shall declare my motto to be "Live, Laugh, Love"! Shall try my best to stick to it. Wahahaha :D

Goodbye Year 2010, Hello Year 2011.

2011-01-01T20:28:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :D

It's the year 2011! A new year for new dreams, new hopes and new goals...
Hopefully the year 2010 has treated you well, and the year 2011 will treat you even better. :)

The year 2010 has been pretty awesome for me. I had great company of the Usual Few, Ventures and 5G. Most of my leisure time was spent with ventures, and the only complain I have is that there is not enough time spent together! Hahahaha.
Of course, I met new friends, be it in 5G or Jamboree or Serve Cambodia Dec 2010, and I love how ventures can make friends wherever we go.

Speaking of Serve Cambodia Dec 2010, I finally went to Cambodia about 3 weeks back. Cynthia, Glenda, Felix, Zhi Cong and Zhi Wei joined us along this time, and I'm happy that they did! :D And I made friends with other team members as well! :D
Apart from helping out at Kolap 4, we also went to help out at Widows Island. I was glad I could render my service to them, but sad at the same time that I couldn't do more. But seeing how happy the kids are when some volunteers treated them to lunch (Bread with sardine) really warms the heart.
Kolap 4! Ahhh great memories. So glad to return to the place. Sok Leng is well and healthy, and has become more open! He is no longer the quiet little boy I knew last year but I still love him all the same. The other kids are also healthy and happy, which puts our hearts to relief. Some of them have grew TALLER, and there were new kids as well, including Rain and Nee which stole everyone's hearts hahaha!
Campfire night was different from last year, but nevertheless still fun. And it's so heartwarming to see the kids dancing some of the same dances last year, including Christmas Tree!
And then comes the most dreaded part.. Bidding goodbye to the kids. As well as returning back to Singapore (for me that is hahaha!)
Ahh there's just too much to write about the trip! And too little words.
Can't wait for the post-trip gathering! :D

Wanted to do a summary of the year 2010 with photos.. But.. In short I'm a procrastinator. And I have homework to rush. :/

Shall try to do so another day! Hehehe.

Have a bountiful year ahead! :)

Let us let go.

2010-11-22T00:30:00.002+08:00

I could say a million sorry to you,
but things would never be the same again
no matter how hard I wish every single time.

Barbra Streisand

2010-11-21T23:27:00.001+08:00

Hello!!
Here's another once-in-a-blue-moon post! Hahaha.

Barbra Streisand - Duck Sauce

I like this song! It's mad catchy hahaha.

Speaking of songs... Limewire is down and that's saddening. :(
My songs.. are old.. and limited. :(

Wish you were here

2010-11-16T21:12:00.000+08:00

The City Lights - Umbrellas

If you see me at midnight walking the streets
You know it's me for I cannot sleep
I've pushed away the dreams, and spoiled the quiet
I'm propelled by fear, and not the righteous

So have you been to a place like this?
To see your breath as it paints against the sky
The fever is near
I wish you were here

I'm thinking ambitious
I've got this feeling that things will be alright
So go break a leg now
Been given the green light
So go entertain them
They're waiting for you
They're waiting for this

So have you been to a place like this?
To see your breath as it paints against the sky
Feeling so right and things will run
The fever is near
I wish you were here

Never Say Never

2010-10-23T22:57:00.004+08:00

So cute!

I'm so sorry I neglected this blog! My twitter is pretty updated though hahaha! :x

I'm upset because in future when I want to know what have I done on this day with who and where and so on and so forth, I won't know cause I didn't even write it down on my organizer, lest to mention blog :(
I'm not a very organized person so I don't use my organizer on a daily basis, maybe starting I will use it everyday until the habit dies off.. and then I will use it on a random basis. Which kinda sucks cause I can't flip back to a certain date to find out where have I been, what did I do and with who. :(
Time is flying past too, too, TOO fast and we are approaching November already!! SO FAST. OMG. I don't want this year to end. ;(
Urgh.

I want to but don't want to look forward to Jamboree + Serve Cambodia Trip in December at the same time. I look forward to them very much but I do not want it to come so soon because when December comes, it means they will come and pass by very fast and soon school will reopen!!!!!!!! :( I have a very terrible habit of worrying about the end of things even before they begun, is that very very bad? I think so, cause it really STOPS me from getting involved with certain things. :(

But I will enjoy myself as much as I can and appreciate every moment there!

Been busying myself lately with PW & Serve Cambodia Fundraising. Been to school everyday from Mon-Fri but who's complaining? :) I don't mind busying myself with things I enjoy! Hahahaha.

Thanks to all those whom have bought a shirt and/or adopted a pencil case! You have helped ALOT by putting a smile on the Cambodian kids :)

I'm so worried for OP. :( :(
and I&R! OMG. I have procrastinated enough. Must. Get. To. Work.

Chase your dreams,

2010-10-23T22:55:00.000+08:00

Live. Love. Laugh.

That's the life. ;)

If you read this...

2010-10-20T21:05:00.002+08:00

Take time to reconnect...

Tugging on my heartstrings

2010-10-19T00:57:00.000+08:00

It hurts to realise certain things.

It hurts even more when the person doesn't know you realised.

And you can't do anything about it

but swallow it and laugh it off.

Certain things dawn on you for a reason, but if I can't do anything to save it, why oh why does it happen?

You think it doesn't really matter? It does, it really does.

Mind over Emotions

2010-10-13T23:09:00.002+08:00

I need a clear mind.

We’ve got strangers stopping by

2010-10-13T00:18:00.002+08:00

I feel like running away right now, to some secluded corner where I can not think about anything anyone. I just want to be away so bad. I don't even want to talk. Looking at my phone makes me even more sad because of some stupid typo.

I did the right thing. However bad I feel. I have let you down long enough.

Don't ask don't tell.

2010-10-13T00:00:00.004+08:00

I yearn to lie down on the grass and close my eyes with a quiet mind, and open my eyes to gaze into the blue blue sky

I used to like sleeping. Now I no longer do. I used to look forward to bed time cause I can lie in my comfy bed and drift off to peace. I've always thought sleeping was a waste of time but I still liked it anyway cause it makes me feel relaxed.

But now sleeping stresses me out. I get so emotionally tired from all the thoughts running through my mind. I get nightmares that freak the hell out of me. I get dreams that are friggin' bizarre and drains the energy out of me. May I ask, what's the use of sleeping if I still feel tired when I wake up, and I feel even more drained sometimes?
And I find it so hard to fall asleep peacefully. I force my eyes shut to fall asleep. Sometimes I feel like I'm experiencing gui ya, which I try to convince myself is cause my body is too exhausted and shut down on its own.

And my mind just keeps running, and running, and running.

Letter from Mr. Bean

2010-10-06T23:18:00.001+08:00

Mr. Bean sent a letter to Bill Gates:

Dear Mr. Bill Gates,

I've bought a computer for my home and I've found some problems, which I
want to bring to your notice:

1. There is a button 'Start' but there is no 'Stop' button. I request you
to please check this.

2. One doubt is, whether any 'Re-scooter' is available in system...?
Because I find only 'Re-cycle', as I own only a scooter.

3. I recently learnt 'Microsoft Word', now I want to learn 'Microsoft
Sentence'. So, when will you provide that?

4. There is 'Microsoft Office', but what about 'Microsoft Home' since I
use this at home only.

5. One personal question, how is it that your name is 'Gates' but you are
selling 'Windows' instead of 'Doors'...??!!

Awaiting your kind reply soon.

With best regards,
Mr. Bean

My condolences

2010-10-03T23:19:00.005+08:00

Well, I think if I had married a different woman I would of had a very different life. She was my partner both emotionally and intellectually. At work and at play and she brought up the 3 children that we have, brought them up to be well behaved, modest and not over-bearing children.
-Lee Kuan Yew

60 years of marriage, so sweet.

I'm saying this because I genuinely mean it, even though I do not know her real name before I googled her:

Rest In Peace, Ms Kwa Geok Choo, also known as Mrs Lee Kuan Yew.
21 December 1920 – 2 October 2010

Chinese Philosophy

2010-09-22T00:22:00.001+08:00

Chinese Philosophy

沒錢的時候，養豬；
有錢的時候，養狗。

When without money, keep pigs;
When have money, keep dogs.

沒錢的時候，在家裡吃野菜；
有錢的時候，在酒店吃野菜。

When without money, eat wild vege at home ;
When have money, eat same wild vege in fine restaurant.

沒錢的時候，在馬路上騎自行車；
有錢的時候，在客廳裡騎自行車。

When without money, ride bicycle;
When have money, ride exercise machine.

沒錢的時候,想結婚；
有錢的時候,想離婚。

When without money, wish to get married;
When have money, wish to get divorced.

沒錢的時候,老婆兼秘書；
有錢的時候,秘書兼老婆。

When without money, wife becomes secretary;
When have money, secretary becomes wife.

沒錢的時候,假裝有錢；
有錢的時候,假裝沒錢。

When without money, act like rich man;
When with money, act like poor man.

人啊，都不講實話：

Man, O Man, never tells the truth:

說股票是毒品，都在玩；
說金錢是罪惡，都在撈；

Says share
market is bad but keeps speculating;
Says money is evil but keeps accumulating.

說美女是禍水，都想要；
說高處不勝寒，都在爬；

Says women are trouble-makers but keeps desiring them;
Says high positions are lonely but keeps wanting them.

說煙酒傷身體，就不戒；
說天堂最美好，都不去!!!

Says smoking & drinking is bad but keeps partaking;
Says heaven is good but refused to go.

舊社會戲子賣藝不賣身，
新社會演員賣身不賣藝。

In the past, famous actresses will not sell their bodies;
Now, actresses will sell their bodies to become famous

人生是什麼?

What is life about?

1 歲時出場亮相

At one, YOU are the top priority

10 歲時功課至上

At ten, academic excellence is the top priority

20 歲時春心盪漾

At twenty, getting laid is the top priority

30 歲時職場對抗

At thirty, a good career is top priority

40 歲時身材發胖

At forty, keeping your body in shape is top priority

50 歲時打打麻將

At fifty, beating others at mahjong is top priority

60 歲時老當益壯

At sixty, keeping IT up is top priority

70 歲時常常健忘

At seventy, remembering something is top priority

80 歲時搖搖晃晃

At eighty, moving around is top priority

90 歲時迷失方向

At ninety, knowing directions is top priority

100 歲時掛在牆上

At 100, having your portrait on the wall is top priority!

祝大家愉快，好好做人!

Wishing you all happiness! Be good!

I love long weekends

2010-09-22T00:11:00.002+08:00

Woo sorry for neglecting this blog for sooooo long! Been (well trying to) mugging for promos! Hehehe. AND YES PROMOS ARE OVER! Actually it was over for me last Friday. Heh. Been going out eveeeryday for the past 5 days!
Friday - $10 Club + dinner @ BBQ Chicken + sitting & chatting by the S'pore river with the Usual Few!
Saturday - Ice Cream @ Ice Rock (Holland V) + Lantern Festival CIP @ Buona Vista w Ventures!
Sunday - Gym + Dinner @ KFC with Qiuyan & Siyi!
Monday - $10 Club + dinner @ Superdog + chat at Skygarden(VIVO!!!!!)!
Tuesday - KFC + Arcade + ICE SKATING + Bowling @ Kallang Leisure Park w Ventures!

Woo was so excited to celebrate Mid-autumn festival and play with lanterns + candles! Hahaha childhood happiness! played ice & melt, and crocodile.. Hehehe! and formed numbers with sparklers. :P oh and a heart with a V in the middle formed out of candles! hahaha.

Was abit excited to go to the gym cause I've never been to one (hehehe) but it was not bad for a first time! Muscle-ache now from the sit-ups and running and cycling. Heh. But calories burned were gained back from the KFC dinner we had (1 piece chicken each!) AND bowl of noodles for supper. Zzz...

Going $10 dollar club w ventures felt so diff from gg with the usual few! Hahaha. But I still had fun nevertheless :P and I sung!! LOL. I enjoyed the chatting session we had at vivo's skygarden though.awesome max :)

Ice skating was FUN. although I kept skating the "Heelys" way. Lol! But it was fun. I kept falling down for some reason. Not that I can't balance. I just slip. HAHAHA. Now I have a big swollen blue-black right below my knee. doesn't hurt till i poke it. Heh!

Have yet to upload photos. whoops! I have MANY MANY photos to upload and they date waaaaay back. hahahaha. :/
Back to school tml. urghh. having too much of a good time to go back.
but just as well, i'm friggin' broke.
not that going back to school is much of a solution... since I have no more pocket money for this week.
...

No regrets, just love

2010-08-28T23:35:00.012+08:00

Teenage Dream - Katy Perry

I love this song! It just gives me this positive feeling~ Katy Perry said in an interview that she wanted this song to make people feel like having a teenage romance but no that's not what I meant. LOL. This song is just so happy and so awww.
It just has a positive vibe to it and I like songs with positive vibes. But then again I like songs with negative vibes too. HAHAHA. Anyw I prefer this song compared to California Gurls. LOL.

I slept so much today but I still have a splitting headache right now. I don't think it is due to the lack of sleep.. Oh boy.

ANYW my sister gave me an early birthday present - 100 instax films! MAD HAPPY. She went like "Do you want your present now or 2 weeks later?" OBVIOUSLY I CANNOT CONTAIN MYSELF LOL. HAHAHA THANK YOU!!!(L) :D:D
My birthday falls on the Saturday and the following week is promos week. :/ I can't celebrate, and I have to mug. :( So I don't really look forward to my birthday. Then again, it means promos are going to be over.
And.. I'm SUPER LOOKING FORWARD TO POST-PROMOS. OH YEAH. VENTURES CAMP/OUTINGS!!!!!!! AND OUTINGS WITH THE USUAL FEW, CLASSMATES, MMK AND OF COURSE BESTIE!! ;D

All the best for your 'O' Levels bestie! You can do it! Work towards your dream cause it's great to have a dream :) Love you <3

In a dilemma,

2010-08-26T23:46:00.008+08:00

I tend to make decisions either by flipping a coin, or playing scissors paper stone, or oh-ya-bei-ya-som. LOL.

This time, I made a decision with my heart.
I want to go Jamboree & Cambodia! (grin)

I promised
I will let you go if you want to let go.

Happy Ventures Day!

2010-08-22T00:21:00.011+08:00

HELLO VENTURES!
I'm not very good with words so do bear with me! :B

Okay you have prolly heard this like a million times but I will still say it again~

♥ HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!~ ♥

Exactly ONE YEAR AGO, today, we were sitting in a circle playing ice-breakers and then proceeded to have a bbq! Our first bbq, and our first coming together as a group together! OMG :D
It's been an awesome year, filled with loads of adventures, fun (& not so fun) experiences, with loads of smiles and tears.

I love how we always get together and laugh our heads off,

how we have bbqs together and celebrate (thoroughly enjoyed myself at last night's bbq!),

how we always have outings for all sorts of occasions,

how we have a MSN group and random mass conversations where we talk about everything above and under the sun,

how we always get together and do funny and random things together and laugh about it,

how we always do things to make each other happy,

how we attend campfires together,

how often we go sentosa together,

how we do CIP together (and play with kids hahaha!),

how we always surprise one another and celebrate each other's birthday together without fail,

how we go for events (like Free Cone Day!) together,

our kite-flying expeditions, constant hang out at pool & movie dates,

how we always take group shots anytime at anywhere even if we are exhausted,

how we have our very own "sky garden" at JP,

how we always laugh happily at each other's silliness but never criticise it,

how we always support each other, be it emotionally or physically, even if we are very tired ourselves,

how we always motivate each other not to give up because we will always be there for one another (especially Mt. Ophir & Survival Camp!),

how we always work hard together to strive towards our VSS, VSC & FCSA,

& LAST BUT NOT LEST,
HOW AWESOME WE ARE

There's endless things to list what I love about us. :)

I'm so proud to say I'm a Venture,

and even prouder to say I'm #3 of the AWESOME 17. :)

You guys are a fun bunch and I'm SUPER SUPER DUPER DUPER glad and thankful to have you guys by my side and to be able go through all the camps, hikes, pioneering practices and future activities with 17 of you all.

You guys are so totally AWESOME~
Whenever either one of you guys feel down, remember, you are part of a super big but equally (or MORE) fantastic family, and we will always be there for you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you & you! :)
You guys are the reason that make me smile and laugh my heart out most of the time :D
Thank you for putting up with me and all my childish/irritating nonsense, really appreciate it :D

Okay here goes my Thank You speech! :D
Thank you Wei Chen for entertaining us with your awesome dance moves and sense of humour, Thank you Felix for all your awesomely-funny antics and zai-ness, Thank you Cynthia for planning all the awesome outings, Thank you Eric for your awesome leadership, Thank you Julio for your awesomely-hilarious random actions/words, Thank you Kelvin for making us laugh with your funny but awesome facial expressions, Thank you Ting Xiang for being awesome by always taking time out of your busy schedule to hang out with us, Thank you Zhi Wei for your awesome jokes and burps, Thank you Lydia for being awesome by sticking with us despite being subjected to disapproval sometimes, Thank you Ruimin for making us laugh with your awesome unglam-ness, Thank you Eunice for always not failing to send us reminders and telling awesome stories, Thank you Yu Ting for making us laugh with your hilariously awesome "shy-ness", Thank you Zhi Cong for your awesome (ahem) pose that make us laugh, Thank you Shin Fung for your awesome outburst of laughter that is so contagious, Thank you Qiu Yan for being an awesome mood-lifter and encouraging words, & Thank you Glenda for your awesome DSLR photo-taking and comforting gestures!

Last but not lest, Thank you John for your awesome mentoring. We wouldn't have gone so far without your guidance.

Looking forward to greater times ahead, and to future AdVentures together!

LOVE YOU! ♥ (Hugs and kisses)

P/S: These are not all the group photos we have taken, just some of the ones I have! :x Wanted to put in individual photos but I suppose not.. :/

I wish you enough

2010-08-17T23:13:00.003+08:00

Received an email from Tommy from FCCP and found this quite meaningful~ Decided to share it here instead :)

Recently I overheard a Father and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure.

Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the Father said, 'I love you, and I wish you enough.'

The daughter replied, 'Dad, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Dad.'

They kissed and the daughter left. The Father walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see he wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on his privacy, but he welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?'

'Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?'.

'I am old, and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral,' he said.

'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough.' May I ask what that means?'

He began to smile. 'That's a wish that has been handed down from other generations. My parents used to say it to everyone...' He paused a moment and looked up as if trying to remember it in detail, and he smiled even more. 'When we said, 'I wish you enough,' we were wanting the other person to have a life filled with just enough good things to sustain them.' Then turning toward me, he shared the following as if he were reciting it from memory.

I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright no matter how grey the day may appear.

I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun even more.

I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive and everlasting.

I wish you enough pain so that even the smallest of joys in life may appear bigger.

I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.

I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.

I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye.

He then began to cry and walked away.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them; but then an entire life to forget them.
Only if you wish, send this to the people you will never forget .
TAKE TIME TO LIVE.... TAKE TIME TO LOVE

To all my friends and loved ones,
I WISH YOU ENOUGH.

♥

the first time

2010-08-15T21:10:00.005+08:00

An old man was sitting with his son at the age of 25 years in a train .There seemed a lot of joy and curiosity in the young man who was sitting next to the window. His hands were out of the window and as he felt the passage of air, he shouted “Dad see all the trees behind us going!” The old man smiled in line with the joy of his son. A young couple were sitting alongside them and were listening to what is going on from a conversation between father and son and felt a little embarrassed how a 25 year old acts like a child!! Suddenly the young man shouted back: “Dad, look at the pond and the animals, see the clouds .. going with the train.” This continued to astonish the young couple.Then it started raining, and drops of water fell in the hands of the young man. He soon turned a happy face and cried ,”Father, it’s raining, the water’s touching my hand, look, Dad.”At this moment the couple could not silence the old man and asked, “Why don’t you visit the doctor and get treatment for your son?” Here the old man said: “We have just arrived from the hospital where my son can now see for the first time in his life."

This totally melts my heart.
Don't take things for granted.

Colours of many cultures

2010-08-14T23:06:00.003+08:00

Some things are meant to be simple.

anyw, 2 morals here. Either
1. Think simple; or
2. Be lazy.
LOL!

Watched the YOG Opening Ceremony earlier on. SO AWESOME. most spectacular ceremony I have ever seen. Not that I have seen many anyw, hahahaha. I LOVE THE LIGHTING TORCH PART. AND I WISH I WAS A TORCH BEARER :(
& ALL THE EYE CANDIES. awwww if there isn't school I'll be camping at NTU. LOL.

Seeing all the people and their traditional costumes (during the listing of all the 204 participating countries) make me wna travel around the world even more. URGH so wistful. I wna go to their countries and experience their culture!!!!!! SO SO SO SO MUCH.

my ultimate dream is to be a globetrotter. I don't care how many times I have said this. I don't care how I'm gonna do it, whether I'm going to have a jet setter job & lifestyle, or whether I'm gonna scrimp and save and travel twice a year once I start working,

I WILL TRAVEL AROUND THE GLOBE!!!!!!!!

(Maybe I should start a "Support My Fly High Dream" fund and get people to donate, hahaha! I will need a more artsy fartsy name though hehe)

But I won't forget Home.

I WANT TO TRAVEL AROUND THE WORLD SO BAAAAADLY. I WISH I HAVE WINGS SO I CAN FLY ANYWHERE I WANT ANYTIME I WANT. HAHAHAHAHA. BUT THEN I'LL BE TOO TIRED TO COMPLETE THE JOURNEY. OH WELLS.

ANYONE WANTS TO GO BACKPACKING? :D

rare gem

2010-08-13T22:34:00.006+08:00

I love sudden chats with people whom you love talking to but have not talked to for a very long time.
Especially if the person's response is as happy & spontaneous as yours.

You know, sometimes hardly talking to someone is not as bad as it seems. It just makes you appreciate the conversation even more.

like butterflies in my stomach

2010-08-13T22:15:00.001+08:00

My mouth smiles.

My voice says, "Hi."

My stomach says, "Oh, it's you!"

My nose says, "Wow."

My eyes say, "You look quite beautiful tonight."

My ears say, "I could listen to your voice for a thousand years."

My mind says, "I would like to get to know you more."

But most importantly,

My heart says, "I'm falling deeply in love with you."

-A hopeless romantic boy
letters to crushes

SO SWEET!

Hehe funny.

Sparks in the sky

2010-08-08T22:39:00.002+08:00

Can't wait to watch the National Day Fireworks with Kzers tml. :)
Been such a loooong time since we had a class outing!

There's more than what meets the eye.

2010-08-08T22:23:00.006+08:00

I want to go somewhere far away.. Alone with my camera and maybe a journal.
The place would an old English town, full of friendly strangers, who smile at me as I walk along the streets, lined with market stalls in front of vintage buildings.
And I would not think about anything nor anyone.

I would finally be at peace with my heart.

Inception

2010-08-07T21:17:00.004+08:00

Yesterday's parade was quite successful, but the ending bit was kinda zz due to some last minute changes we were not informed of ._.
The concert was alright, but most of the time was spent showing videos! Preferred the previous year concerts, everyone was more enthu and spontaneous. The Kranji wave was a good effort though.

Lagged around and played bball w ventures while waiting for Eunice.
Went to JP for lunch & watched Inception :D at long last!! Hahaha.
the movie is super duper mind-boggling!

After that we da-baoed dinner and went to find a place to eat. And we found one! It's our "Sky Garden" at JP, hahahaha! :P
Talked till 9+pm before we headed home. I love long chats. (L)

Chop!

2010-08-07T21:14:00.001+08:00

Perfect for seat-choppers, esp in Singapore.
Beats using a tissue packet huh.

Beautiful Nightmare

2010-08-06T00:33:00.001+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates..

The past 2 weeks have been busy like crazy and now they are a blur to me now. Anyw, I have uploaded photos onto Facebook so do go see okaaay :)

Speaking of National Day, I'm marching for the parade in a few hours time, as a VENTURE! :D
Am so so so sooo proud of Ventures.

JIAYOU VENTURES! (L)

I'm tired.

2010-08-03T22:20:00.003+08:00

When will this ever end?

Brother just got his iPhone 4 today. Pretty awesome-looking. 8D

This picture does no justice to it uh. hahaha. lazy to use proper camera to take.

The way we're going, it seems like you're gone

2010-07-26T22:10:00.002+08:00

Source: x

Sorry for the lack of updates, as usual~
Got back Math & GP papers today, suck ttm -.-

Just read the FCCP's latest newsletter. so heartwarming :)
Totally can't wait to go back to Cambodia and help out man. This past month has been draining me out and I REALLY need to do something meaningful with my life, something that makes me feel I'm here for a reason. Something that makes me feel I made someone feel better.

I love putting smiles on people's faces. I wish I can do it all the time.
But how do I do it when I bring myself down again and again,
and when I feel so worthless and useless...
I feel like I'm wasting my life away.

everything is falling apart right in front of my eyes

2010-07-20T18:56:00.000+08:00

Let's begin, for instance, my lost ez-link card.
I just lost one a few months back and managed to get a new one. Which I dropped on the taxi this morning (overslept this morning).
And I nearly lost my phone THREE times. I left it on the taxi ytd morning. The uncle was kind enough to drive back and pass me back my phone. Thanks taxi uncle!
Luckily my phone can't part with me that easily, yet.

I'm wondering when am I going to lose my mind next.
If I even had that in the beginning that is.

As for the things I never had,
I'm never going to have them.
And I have accepted that fact.

Embarking on my "Being a vegetarian for a month" mission.
May my willpower be strong T.T

Do we know what were fighting for

2010-07-14T00:20:00.006+08:00

Something More - Secondhand Serenade

I lie awake again, my bodies feeling paralysed
I can't remember when
I didn't live through this disguise
The words you said to me
They couldn't set me free

I'm stuck here in this life I didn't ask for
There must be something more,
Do we know what we're fighting for?

Breathe in breathe out

And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store

Breathe in breathe out

The storm is rolling in
The thunders loud it hurts my ears

I'm paying for my sins
And its gonna rain for years and years

I fooled everyone and now what will I become?
I have to start this over
I have to start this over

There must be something more,
Do we know what we're fighting for?

Breathe in breathe out

And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store

Breathe in breathe out

I fooled everyone and now what will I become?
I have to start this over
I have to start this over

There must be something more,
Do we know what we're fighting for?

Breathe in breathe out

And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store

Breathe in breathe out
There must be something more
Breathe in breathe out
There must be something more

*

One of the few songs I'm currently in love with.

UPDATE!!!

2010-07-11T23:15:00.005+08:00

HELLO!! :D
Mid Year Exams are over! And it'll be over for the rest of the cohort tomorrow! Jiayou! :D
I screwed mine up -.-

Wednesday 7th July 2010

Had a Birthday Surprise for Lydia in the morning! Hehehe glad she didn't expect it :)

Happy Birthday Lydia!! ♥

& Do cheer up and stay happy!! :D Hope you like the present :)

Mugged math with Ventures after school in the library. Reached home late and had to change quickly before heading to Jurong Hilltop Restaurant to celebrate Mummy's Birthday! :D Had Teppanyaki for dinner hehe. The food's okay but the ambience is (Y). I love love love the 70's feel. hehehe. and the room we had our desserts made me feel like I was on a cruise. Hehehe.

Happy Birthday Mummy!! ♥

Thursday 8th July 2010

Reached school super late thanks to stupid transportation. Took a group photo with Ventures ^_^ cause we didn't take one the day before :x
Yuting has gotten her iPhone and her braces removed. LOL

Friday 9th July 2010

Went to catch Despicable Me with 5G on Friday. A really cute and funny movie! hahaha and touching too~ I love the little girl, hehehe.
After that went to join Ventures for dinner, though I didn't eat anything (sorry for being late! ._.). I ate one donut and 3 Chewy Junior the entire day. Junkie.

Then some of us went to watch Knight and Day w John. OH MY GAWD. Best movie of the century!!! HAHAHA. okay la that's exaggerating. BUT IT IS REALLY DAMN NICE!!!!!! I swear it's worth every single cent of the $8.50 ticket. It's damn awesome, action-packed romance, best of both world! ^^ and another awesome thing is that Tom Cruise was an EAGLE SCOUT in the movie, and Cameron Diaz was a Brownie! HAHAHAHA. We were joking WC would grow up to be a spy hahaha! Went to McDonald to buy a vanilla cone then sweet talk for drink and talked till 10+.
Went home and had a bowl of porridge. Fell asleep on the sofa for the entire night -.- LOL

Saturday 10th July 2010

Went for the West District Board Games competition held at JSS. First job as JDIs! Hahaha coooool~ After that we went to Benten Cafe for lunch even though some of us were broke (Sorry! :/) then yuting and I were torn between the tarrot cards and being lazy and ya da ya da ya da, but we went to the Flea Market @ *Scape in the end. LOL. Felix came along too! Hahaha but he looked super bored. :/
bought 2 rings and a pair of shorts! Happy :D but broke :(
OH YEAH AND I THINK WE SAW LUO ZHI XIANG @ STAGE!!! But he was wearing sunglasses and a cap so can't see very clearly through the dark glass :(
went home, bathed and watched TV and How I Met Your Mother. fell asleep on brother's bed and got chased out when he came home. Then I fell asleep on the living room floor while waiting for 2:30am. -.- When I woke up it was 7:00am, -.- Missed the match, waaaa :(

BYEBYE! SO NOT MISSING TONIGHT'S FINAL. >:l
sister is staying up too hehe.

Books and more books

2010-06-28T22:54:00.000+08:00

Okay a quick update before this blog turns into dust!
MYEs period right now, soooooo.. won't be coming online often!
and will try hard to quit facebook games. LOL. at least one or two? :x

& I totally screwed the Chem paper today! urghhh emo.

Jia You for MYEs people! :D
Good Luck! :)

oh & I got a new organizer! Hehe :b

Shoot, shoot, snap

2010-06-24T02:37:00.003+08:00

Meet my new idol. Katie Sokoler.

Chanced upon her blog a few months ago, when I saw the idea of her flying kiss flipbook. I bookmarked her blog but never explored it. Today I was bored and saw her website in my bookmarks and clicked on it. And I've been exploring her blog for hours now.
Ahhh I love her creativity, her ideas, her attitude, her job, her artwork, the place she live in and practically everything about her! she's the dream I have. minus the travelling around the world part, hahaha.
she's just so arty farty. envious~

yx says I should stop living in other people's world. LOL.
makes sense. Sometimes I get so engrossed reading people (mostly people in western countries)'s blog that I feel like I'm there, or at least wish I was there.
And when I watch drama shows, I literally FEEL something. I get so emotionally involved with the plot~ hahahaha.
I should snap out of it.

talking about cameras (vintage, polaroids, SLRs, DSLRs) with yx right now. and he keep showing me forums where people are selling vintage cams/Polaroid cameras. so darn tempting! but sadly short of fund. urgh itchy heart itchy heart!

this is when i ask, why am i not one of the ten Singaporeans who are millionaires?

sigh.

Count your many blessings, name them one by one

2010-06-13T21:59:00.005+08:00

Having a serious talk with ventures now~
What our future will be like..
There comes the occasional jokes like "when we're 70, all of us will come tgt drink tea play chinese chess", but then again we are undecided what we're gna do when we graduate
some of us have plans.. some don't. I don't. :/
i want to be something, but i don't have the courage too. I'm not as brave as TYT as to pursue her dream of being an interior designer. (Btw TYT, we support you all the way! I'll let you design my house in the future hahahaha)

and then again, i have been thinking for soooo long
when i'm 30, will i look back to today and wonder what have i been doing with all my life?
when i'm 40, will i look back to being 17 and wished i can relive the moment?
i don't want to live the day as it is.. just living for the sake of living. i want to do something with my life.
I have so many dreams! so many ambitions! so many things i would like to try! I want to travel around the world.. I want to be in every country.. I want to help everyone who needs help..
i'll like to say that no matter what you guys do,
follow your passion! do what you like. don't do it for others, don't do it just because "you don't have a choice". because you do, and you have support from us :>

"you all should ttly just do what your want to do even if you all don't make it,
at least when you look back on life
you'll be proud you tried to live the life your way"
- TYT

On a different note..

I'm so scared that if i don't appreciate what I have now, I'll just walk past certain things without knowing how important they are. I can't be 17 forever, I have to appreciate every moment now! I don't have a time machine, I can't rewind time and relive 17.

After the BBQ on Friday, I received the letter I wrote to myself 6 months ago. I read but I didn't tear. That doesn't mean i don't feel anything. The heartache is still there. Then I counted my blessings. I was so glad how life has worked out for me so far. Yes I had my downs, I got a demerit(don't ask), I got into lots of trouble, I did so many things i regretted.
But life isn't always unfair. I had my ups. My family stood by me. They didn't condemn me by my demerit point.

& I joined Ventures. I have never felt so right making a choice before. This is the best decision I have ever made. All 17 of us and John are part of a big family. Need I say more?

"Ohana means family, family means nobody gets left behind. Or forgotten."
- Lilo

I also volunteered for the Cambodia trip. I met so many new friends, including my group LAVEC. I'm so glad I met all of them. They made my trip so much memorable! :) And it's so awesome how LAVEC manage to keep in contact and go out together.
And I also met the kids, they are such a lovely bunch of darlings. They might be mischievous sometimes, but they are SO different from Singapore kids. They do not have the luxuries we all take for granted, but they do not ask for more. They are just so happy and contented. Just seeing us made them grin and come up to us and hug us. They don't see us as strangers.. They see us as friends.

I went to climb Mt Ophir with ventures and some scouts. I truly enjoyed the company. They are rather funny, actually! hahaha brings me lots of smiles and laughter. And I'm so glad I made it to the top of Mt Ophir, along with the rest of you guys. :> This is an experience we all share together!

And there are also other friends whose company I enjoyed.. Y^4 & the usual few, 2k, 4L, 5G..
You are all part of my blessings. (L)

Maybe, all those wrong things I did are blessings in disguise. I don't know.
At the start of this year, I wanted to write a summary of 2009. All the big events that happened to me. I guess I never got around to do it. But some are mentioned above, so I don't think I'm going to write the post anymore.

this isn't exactly the message i'm trying to bring across.. It's all in my mind... But it's hard to put it in words.. you know. It's so frustrating how I suck at this. I HAVE SO MUCH MORE ON MY MIND. I just keep thinking and thinking... Bah but this is the best i can do.

I fear the future..
but i realise that, i have nothing to fear
as long as i have everyone with me.

I kinda wish no one will find this post. Cause it's kinda embarrassing for me. haha
and I just realise I'm still 16.. My birthday isn't over yet!

To the top, we go!

2010-06-06T00:44:00.002+08:00

Pardon me for the irregular updates.. you can check out my tumblr for more regular updates (it's set according to time), although it's mostly photos and quotes. hahaha.
life's been pretty awesome recently.. apart from some sad happenings.

Mt Ophir Trip
24th May - 27th May 2010

Traveled to Mt. Ophir with the ventures troop (except for Sf & Tix who couldn't make it:/) and 20 scouts during E&C week. Have to say they are a fun bunch of people to be around with! esp the year 4s, hilarious. hahaha.
the first day was games, games and more games. hahaha. Patrol games + Capture the flag at night. stayed at the jungle cabin at night. it was rather comfy, cause we made it so! sadly we didn't take a photo of it.. we covered the entire ground with mattresses, sleeping bags and ground sheet. hahaha!
on the 2nd day we started our climb up Mt. Ophir. the climb up was tiring.. but it was all worth it when we reached the summit :> the guide is super fast though!! lost sight of the front damn fast lol! but the 2nd half of the climb was better and when glenda and i reached the summit we took alot of photos while waiting for the rest. HEHEHE.
YAY WE CONQUERED MOUNT OPHIR. the photo above is taken at the summit, although you can't see much in the background. but yeah, it is! haha. there was this book kept up there, and all the climbers who reached the top get to sign it. I don't know which scout signed the book, LOL. the time spent on the summit was rather short though. :/
the walk back down was mad long! LOL. although we walked on normal road but it was hard too cause it was sloping downwards 99% of the time and it is mad tiring to continue walking downwards~! reached the campsite, which is at the middle of the mountain if i'm not wrong.
set up tents, cooked dinner, bathed, listened to the rest sing songs and went to bed! woke up and ate breakfast and packed out bags and continued our descent!
the walk towards the foot of the mountain was a whole lot easier (i don't know why LOL) and my morale was rather high cause i sung most of the time. LOL. cynthia came up with a whole range of Old McDonald songs for everyone, hahaha. and eric & kelvin taught us the yellow ribbon song, LOL LOL LOL.
reached the resort, played Captain's ball (fun!), rested awhile, discussed campfire item, checked into resort! hehe YES RESORT. we stayed in a resort for the last night, MUAHAHAHAHA. went to the pool to play, then to the waterfall (emo part, qy!), then went back to our room to wash up. went to prepare our campfire item (Nobody Nobody but chiu~), and then for campfire!! hehe the campfire was awesome, totally had fun! LOL the performances are rather hilarious, especially the VIP's one! HAHAHA.
okay then the scouts had games while i laid down and looked at the stars. took some photos of the scouts and slacked around abit more before heading back to the room to pack up and sleep!
checked out on the last day. went to a shopping centre for lunch and a REALLY SHORT shopping trip, LOL. rushed like mad at the end. since wc bought us girls sth we bought the guys back bracelets, awwww.
headed to a Malaysia school for exchange. played some games and then exchanged badges/scarves/woggles. gave one final performance (Cheng yao! :D) and bade goodbye.
had a pit stop at the (?) food place, bought some goodies to bring back to S'pore and then it was Home Sweet Home.

I miss the trip.

will update on Survival camp later. yes all 17 of us survived! hee :) I'm so proud of you guys!
ventures have been having mass convo every single day lately. i missed today's one but it's rather fun having convo with them, esp when Felix starts getting curious about.. hahaha!

needed to shop desperately today.. been so long since i last shop! apart from Thursday where we girls shopped at Guardian.. and other shops at JP. LOL.
went Vivo with mum for dinner today. had dinner and went walking around! bought things from Daiso, Marks & Spencer and F21! super happy with our buys :D
SHOPPING! (L)

don't wait

2010-05-29T17:50:00.002+08:00

i’ll tell you what the end of the world will be like.

it will be a final moment, both terrible and heartbreaking. absolute chaos. people running as fast as they ever have, cars filling every road and freeway, phone lines backed up trying to process millions of calls, fingers flying over keyboards, thumbs texting like rapid fire, long lines of people trying to cram themselves into subways and airplanes. all of them trying to tell someone else,

“i love you.”

it’s not the end of the world yet, but don’t wait until then to tell them. the worst thing isn’t the end of the world. it’s what you didn’t finish - what you didn’t say when you had the chance.
- letter to crushes

Panic

2010-05-23T21:22:00.003+08:00

wooo excited for the trip!

The people going to Medan have flew off this morning, take care and have fun people!
People going to Macau will be flying off tml, take care and have fun!
don't forget my souvenirs, HAHAHAHA

I have not started packing yet! Die, LOL. sure forget something. bahhhh
& I haven't finish doing my planning exercise! NOOOOOOOO
am half done with my presents for my mortal&angel, hope they will like it! ^^

okay shall go start packing.. as soon as i'm done transferring photos. :>

Bye and see you on Thursday! :D

it's like i built an invisible wall around myself

2010-05-22T22:16:00.007+08:00

oops, haven't been updating lately! :x
Finally, school term is over. :>
can you believe close to half a year has gone by? time sure flies huh.

will be heading to M'sia during E&C week to conquer Mt Ophir!! hahahaha yay for ventures! :D

Just came back from dinner w some ventures. Attended Scout Rally all afternoon. I think it's rather grand! hahahaha it makes me feel all special inside~ hehehe although we were there to volunteer as Road Marshals! heh.
caught 3 guppies too. but i gave them to a cub scout in the end cause i was too lazy to bring it home. :P

will update more later!

Mr. Brightside

2010-05-09T14:07:00.001+08:00

Totally digging my blog's new look ^^

Click to enlarge - New Window

love it love it love it! :B
until I get sick of it that is. hehehe.

Mummy's Day (L)

2010-05-09T12:59:00.003+08:00

Happy Mother's Day! ♥♥♥♥♥
Love you mummy! hehehehe
Thank you for everything! :*

Eunice told me she appreciated her mum more than ever now after watching The Back-up Plan. have to agree pregnancy AND childbirth are painful, so we have to thank our mum for bringing us into the world!

had Japanese meal (yay again!) yesterday night to celebrate Mother's Day. hehehe took a family photo! :D
been ages since we took a family photo. the last time we took was when we took brother's graduation photo. hehehe.

A quote from bestie's blog:

If you sometimes feel a little useless, offended or depressed..
Always remember that YOU were once the fastest and most victorious sperm out of millions.

HAHAHA i thought it pretty much made sense, in a light-hearted kind of way. hee.

baboom!

2010-05-08T16:55:00.000+08:00

I really wish I will start work now.. But i'm so so so so lazy! Especially on a saturday. ahhhhh
why am i such a procrastinator! :/

why do my heart and brain think differently!!!
raaaahhh

Mother's day dinner later :)

no exception

2010-05-06T23:23:00.001+08:00

The Only Exception - Paramore

When I was younger I saw my daddy cry
and curse at the wind.
He broke his own heart and I watched
as he tried to reassemble it.

And my momma swore
that she would never let herself forget.
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist.

But Darling,
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

Maybe I know somewhere
deep in my soul
that love never lasts.
And we've got to find other ways
to make it alone.
Keep a straight face.
And I've always lived like this
keeping a comfortable distance.
And up until now I had sworn to myself
that I'm content with loneliness.

Because none of it was ever worth the risk.

Well you are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

I've got a tight grip on reality,
but I can't let go of what's in front of me here.
I know you're leaving in the morning
when you wake up.
Leave me with some kind of proof its not a dream.

You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

I'm on my way to believing
And I'm on my way to believing

sweet~
haha all the valentine cards are so cute. & she's so pretty!
love this song (L)

Without you it's a waste of time

2010-05-06T22:37:00.007+08:00

Cute ttm

OMG SERIOUSLY. TELL ME HOW MAD CUTE IS THIS? I'M TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH THIS BABY. HE/SHE IS SO DARN ADORABLE!!! SO WNA SQUEEZE HIS/HER CHEEKS. AWWWWWWW SO CUTE SO CUTE SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEE!
this photo is so awesomeeeee (L)
OMG OMG OMG I JUST REALISED THAT THE BABY'S HAND IS ON THE CAMERA'S LENS (bottom right hand corner). OMG SOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
actually it looks like the baby zi lian-ing it BUT NOOOOO THE BABY IS CURIOUS AND WANTS TO TOUCH THE CAMERA OMG CAN YOU SPELL C-U-T-E PLEASE?!

Anyw, chem test is finally over! yay no more fretting over it. was so stressed over it cause I figured I didn't have enough time to revise. glad i made it. although i'm not so sure about the end results.. oh well.
have yet to complete my math revision worksheet and there's math tutorial tml! uh oh.. but i'm too relieved and relaxed to get the mood hyped up to do math.

headed to Swensen with 9 other 5G people for student deal! 2 sundae for $9.80. omg yumyum :D perfect treat to celebrate the end of tests for the week. yeah for the week. -.-
we were commenting that we eat for every class outing. hahaha. Free cone day, Fish & Co class dinner, Seoul Garden buffet (i didn't go for this one, was at Bt Timah hiking & celebrating Glenda's bday!), and now Swensen ice cream!

two more tests to go.. and a possibility of one more test.
omg can't wait for E&C Week! it's gna be fun w ventures around :)

oh oh received details about the survival camp ytd. I'm not freaking out (yet), although i really should. maybe a week prior to the camp i will. we will see!
still, it's gna be tough! Have never done anything like this in my ENTIRE life and i'm praying we don't have to catch animals and kill them and eat them. it's inhumane! okay kind of hypocritical of me to say that since i'm not a vegetarian but then it's different! i eat animals that are already dead. i don't hunt them and kill them! although you can argue that i fuel the need for others to kill them. okay NVM!

how am i gna surviveeeeee. the worst thing is that we are all split up. nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Awesome company

2010-05-03T21:44:00.003+08:00

Sunday 2nd May

Had a study date with some of the ventures @ JE Library in the morning. It was mad hilarious, new scandal new scandal! ^^
headed to Mac @ Science Centre for McValue lunch. Yumyumrumtum. continued the teasing about the scandal and yt's reaction is totally LOL.
"So.. how do you feel about being in love?"
(TYT laughed non stop)

Met alvin & sy at Tanjong Pagar aft that and we were wondering how come we met up so early. LOL. in the end we went to the ulu shopping centre and spammed photos. hehehehehe lots of unglam jump shots! damn fun and tiring. LOL.

Gave LYX an early birthday surprise. Although I kinda spoiled it cause he caught me peeking from the corner. LOL. we were suppose to lead him to our hiding place using post-its. BUT he followed the post-its anyw so it wasn't fail-fail. :b
had dinner buffet @ Sakae, OMG i almost exploded. plus the McValue lunch i had earlier (okay i was feeling hungry by 6 alrdy but still..) i thought i was going to give birth (!!). and i almost finished siyi's portion of ice cream too cause she didn't want it. LOL. :b

after that we cabbed down to the Esplanade cause we were too lazy to take a train down. And we sat down by the SG River and took some more photos (i like!)
after that we continued walking to the Helix Bridge and stopped at an empty road along the way and took some more jump shots. LOL full of unglam jump shots please!

we look like we're rotating in mid-air, HAHAHAHA

we finally reached the Helix Bridge and Alvin was shoo-ed away from the colourful plates on the ground by a little girl. He said the little girl needed to be taught manners. LOL. funny ttm!

and then we went onto the helix bridge. yx spammed photos. went to the stone thingy (river bank??) next to the Singapore River and sat down and HTH talk~ and then..
Someone (I forgot who): Hey that person looks like LLM!
Someone else (I forgot too, I think is yx): No la, it's just the hair.
(Continue staring and observing)
Someone: OMG IT IS HER
The rest: OMG OMG OMG
(We called out her name and waved, and she smiled and waved back)
Hahahaha damn qiao luh!

and then we continued emo-talking all the way till eleven where we finally headed back home.

bathed, chiong pi, pack bag, did physic till i fell asleep

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Hiked with ventures @ Bt Timah hill today. DAMN FUN. was tiring at first but i got high after that despite for sleeping 3h only. HAHAHAHA
shall update more next time along w the photos.

won't be updating soon! gotta concentrate. (grits teeth)

Happy Happy Birthday!! (L)

2010-05-03T00:00:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA KOH LI SUAN

a.k.a. BESTIE OF THE YEAR! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

hehehe I LOVE YOU TO BITS! (L) May you have a super duper awesome fantastic splendid Birthday!! :D & may all your bday wishes come true~ :>
So blessed to have you as my bestie <3

&...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIM YOU XIANG

sorry we quarrel so much BUT you're at fault too!
&please stop suaning me. HAHA.
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING THOUGH.
may all your birthday wishes come true! :>
he decided on another photo to be placed here actually. but i changed my mind last minute HAHAHA

laughter

2010-05-01T16:39:00.002+08:00

Yx gave me alot of links to surf! Lots of funny gif, comic strips and CUTE BABY PHOTOS AHHHH (L)
mad funny! :B

HAHAHAHA!

QIUYAN THIS IS FOR YOU! LOL
CAUSE IT REMINDED ME OF YOU
HILARIOUS~

Generally..

2010-04-25T22:36:00.000+08:00

ahhh so pretty.
wish i could collect vintage cameras. :(

GP is killing meeeeeeez. :(
I have no idea what to write. thank goodness sis gave me some pointers.
I have no confidence in GP cause i (literally) got zero for my prev essay. :/
sighhhhhhhhhhhh
PLEASE LET ME DO WELL TML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(please oh please oh please with a cherry on top)

R.I.P, I'm so sorry.

2010-04-24T02:06:00.007+08:00

22nd April 2010

Choose one!

2010-04-19T23:32:00.005+08:00

Hmmm..

Is

or

nicer??

or this or this?

Hmmmmm I personally prefer the 1st (fabric one) & the 3rd one (the little red riding hood). Which one should i get!

Bestie!! Do you want one?? :>

Po-po-laroid

2010-04-13T23:38:00.001+08:00

Did I mention I have a new personal project?
I wna take a polaroid photo with every single friend!
Hahahaha.
I'll start small first though. and not any time soon either.
alot more things on my To-Do list! and my priority now is school work. urgh.

I still owe Ventures their instax films! ahhh~ sorry! I think I can only give you guys some time during June ._.

barely there

2010-04-13T22:38:00.003+08:00

Ahh haven't been updating for awhile. sorry!
Been using facebook more frequently nowadays, i don't know why. i hardly tweet as much as i used to either. hahaha.
Anyw, here's an overall update!

Thursday 1st April

Happy April Fools' Day!

This year nothing extraordinary happened. never did anyw, hahahaha. except that i fell down the bus stairs the day before, i think. ouch.
somehow the teachers were more excited about April Fools than we students were! some cracked jokes, some tried to prank. hahaha i think it uplifted the atmosphere in lectures, awesome.

Saturday 3rd - Sunday 4th April

VLC Camp! :D

i had a pretty enjoyable time, had quite alot of fun and met new friends. it was awesome, really :> My ex-co was Ex-Co 12, Roaming Bear, and everyone was awesomely nice! :D
surprisingly i managed to stay awake despite sleeping only 1.5h before the camp, hahaha!

i hate leaving cause that means it was back to school the next day, just like how i felt when the PU camp was over. i like camp, i feel detached from society, in a good way. i feel like i'm in a little village, hahahahaha. i hate leaving camps, cause that means it's back to civilisation, back to reality.
the group photo is pretty awesome huh! i feel so proud of my camera. hahahaha. it looks pretty grand. ^^

Wednesday 7th April

School was alright. I was relying on an average of 4hrs of sleep that period of time. haha. as much as i like sleeping, i can't afford it!
Ventures had our first footdrill session! It was pretty fun :D but that doesn't mean we didn't get any work done okay! i think we improved a LOT. ^_^ and i'm growing to like it.
sadly GOH is cancelled.

Friday 9th April

had to chiong my PI after school. sucks ttm. i didn't have an idea then. my mood went from good to so-so to bad as time passed. thks qy & yx for the help! :>
to make things worse, I received news that GOH was cancelled! Urgh. just when i was starting to look forward to it...
On a side note, qiuyan went to change my wallpaper of my itouch to cheer me up. it was pretty hilarious, but my mood was too dull to laugh out loud. sorry!
In the end she changed it back to a ventures group photo. when i got home and my sister saw the wallpaper, she asked why wasn't I sick of seeing them everyday. i don't think i need to answer the question here, do i? :)

quickly chiong finish my PI, and ran to JP w qy (literally) and caught "How To Train A Dragon" with Cyn, Yt, Wc & Zw. Awesome movieeee~ Toothless is so darn cute. :3
go catch it if you haven't! (Y)

Sunday 11th April

I went to visit the temple for blessing. Susan told me to eat more. omg? i've been gorging on food nowadays. :/

Monday 12th April

Screwed my physic test. PI got rejected. my start of the week couldn't get any worse.

Tuesday 13th April

School was alright. zonked out in the morning. i DID check the time table last night but somehow i still thought there was econs lecture today when it was actually a chem lecture. so i took out my econs book instead of chem notes at the beginning of the lecture. lol. thankfully i bring my chem notes everyday.
Chose floorball for PE. had to change back to uniform cause the old PE attire is not allowed. went back and changed to softball instead. i like throwing the ball, hehe.

so many things to face, to do
too many i don't know where to start
somebody out there, tell me what to do
please?

road block.

2010-03-28T17:44:00.005+08:00

I'm having difficulties coming up with ideas. sian. hate mind block. hate distractions. annoying(orange). LOL!!! :D

Kids - MGMT

first heard this from gossip girl, if i'm not wrong. been finding for this song for ages until i heard it on 987fm today. HAPPY DOODLEZ! i finally found it. hehe :P

Decisions are made and not bought
But I thought this wouldn't hurt a lot
I guess not

silence

2010-03-27T23:47:00.002+08:00

Had VLC Seminar from 8:00am - 5:00pm today, totally full of lectures! luckily there were breaks, grp discussions, cynthia's sweets and lydia's chocolate, or else I'd have died there.
Ate dinner with ventures at Manhattan Fish Market after the whole seminar which ended later than planned as well as a brief meeting with our district commissioner. WAZZUP! LOL.

i predict a busy schedule in the near future, say... in the month of April and May.
Full force ahead~! (._.)
then again i'm such a procrastinator... which reminds me of VLC again.

too lazy to upload picture, sorry!

Whites lines & Red Lights

2010-03-21T17:12:00.008+08:00

Whoops, haven't been updating for a long time.
Today's the last day of the long-anticipated March holidays. :( Why does time pass so fast when you're having fun!
Here's a summary of my week anyw, just to add some photos here and there:

Saturday 13th March

My virgin Job Week trip! HAHA. first was breakfast @ commonwealth!

This was pretty funny cause qiuyan put her arms around cynthia and before she know it cynthia's arm was around her too. LOL. by the time she realises cynthia's power it was too late! LOL.

starting @ Buona Vista was rather sad cause not alot of money collected. but after we moved to woodlands it was better! hehehe.

went for Candlelight Night at the end of the day. made a mad rush to the school LOL. But it was awesome fun~! Lest to mentioned, screaming and a whole lot of dashing about. ;) hanged around after the event, just the girls and 2 guys - wc & zw. LOL. zc came too but left early. it felt like we were at a karaoke party that night. oh, and lots of jumping around too.

Sunday 14th March

Job Week again! Finally hit the quota! Qiuyan, Glenda & Felix's team were the first to hit the quota, with EXCESS money, which we used to help other fellow ventures. they are pro de lor! LOL. hehehehe.
Did job week in the morning at Clementi. = Had lunch at SUMO HOUSE! Finally hehehehe.

Then we headed to Woodlands again! Overall I would say the experience is worthwhile, although demoralizing at times. Getting money for doing a job just gives me a sense of accomplishment! Qy & i washed dishes, and got paid a -.- amount. LOL. I like this household especially, the house was so pretty! And there were 2 friends of the house-owner there too. so heartwarming~ rm & i fixed a standing fan for them and we got paid! jobs well done ^_^
after that was a maternal family gathering. Celebrated the march babies' birthday. I feel weird saying babies cause they are technically A LOT older than me. -.-

Monday 15th March

Ventures Outing! :D

Formal-Casual attire hehehe. Lunch @ Seoul Garden with Lionel, Alice in Wonderland with John, and last but not least, POOL! Haha can't recall the number of times ventures have played pool tgt alrdy. We don't just play kites and pool, in case you're wondering. Had a loooot of fun! :D Watching the rest imitating a poster in Seoul Garden, attempting to make floats with weird concoctions, and watching the guys play Guan Dong Chao Mian (!!) on their own initiative, LOL!!! and qiuyan's constant buzzing around to prevent herself from feeling full, hahahahaha!

Tuesday 16th March

Boring. Slacked at home. Attempted to do some work but failed. Watched a lot of TV.

Wednesday 17th March

Boring. Slacked at home. Got a haircut. Attempted to do some work but half failed. Watched more TV.

Thursday 18th March

Outing with some Kzers @ The Ten Dollars Club (LOL!). Screamed alot, "ENCORE", laughed alot and practically scared qiuyan and siyi with my high-ness. HAHA.

1000 Dollars, Ka-Ching!

Well, Alvin claimed the outing was mainly to ~~announce~~ celebrate the arrival of yx's NEW DSLR, and we couldn't agree more. LOL. Maybe we should change the shutter sound of that camera to "Ka-ching!"
after karaoke was dinner @ Mac. Shared a nuggets meal with qy. another mass spam photo session, LOL. then we had to walk with yx to buy his (Adam) apples. after that was movie @ 9:20PM at Vivo. Saw Cynthia & Sr at Vivo, what a coincidence! LOL. Kidnapper was traumatising i tell you, scary like !@#$%^&*(). But i'm not scared anymore, hehe!

Friday 19th March

Physics video project. Changed our project after realising it's not exactly feasible. Spent the rest of the time slacking and facebook-ing, especially on Bejeweled (not me!)

Saturday 20th March

Bugis

Lunch with 5G @ V8 Cafe. I was late so I didn't eat, hehe :P After that we headed to the NLB for the "To Kill A Mocking Bird" play. Saw lots of rvians, including Eunice Glenda Siyi and Ah neh! Hehe. had a chewy junior aft the play (oh glorious food). wanted to play pool but the place was packed! So instead we had dinner at Japanese Food Street @ Dhoby Ghaut. After dinner there was a table available so some of us stayed and played. Filmed some videos for the physic project too XD

didn't manage to get group photos for the last 2 outings, sorry! :(

Sunday 21st March

Last day of The Holidays. :(
Pardon me while i go to a corner and enjoy the last few moments of this special day, with homework. -.-

P/S: We're in GOH! :>

lack of sleep is baaaaaad.

2010-03-11T22:24:00.004+08:00

My eyes are closing...
So hard to keep my eyes open these days.
it just starts to close at night >_>
or in the day actually.

I'm out more than I'm at home. I wouldn't complain except that the time is spent mostly in school (or JP) and public transport!! Oh my gawd.
I almost dropped onto the floor of the train this morning, no seat + sleepiness = bad news. & I was watching This Is It on the train ride back home and i could barely stayed awake!!! but i was standing so i didn't fall asleep.
okay i know i'm not the only tired one around here, but still...

Having GP presentation tml. just found out recently it's graded~ That nearly made me a nervous wreck. managed to skip presenting on Tues but I had to present sooner or later ... which is tml.
How to write an essay when I'm falling asleep soon!!!!!!!!!!!!

ONE MORE DAY! Jiaaaaaaaaaaayou. Managed to complete all my work except for GP presentation. that makes me a whole lot relieved. Yay for less stress!

one last question though... GOH or not? :/

I need to be hyper. zoom zoom zoom.

Thank you, for being you.

2010-03-08T22:24:00.002+08:00

Omg i'm such a retard really! This afternoon I was feeling all moody and sad and now I'm all high and happy. LOL?

I have so many thank-yous to say! Some are personal thank yous, so I can't say much here.
But thank you all for being here for me, and bearing my wild imagination! Thank you for trying to cheer me up and thank you for everything~

And thank you to the Hike-cum-camp planning committee for giving me such a wonderful camping experience! And thank you ventures for the company, the laughter and the fun.
& thank you to John & the teachers as well for guiding us and giving us so much freedom and space to have fun in!

I feel like I'm giving some thank you speech before I pass away. HAHAHAHAHA
Sorry for the mushy wushy "speech"! :b

& Thank you for telling me what I needed to hear. :>

oh i can never say enough thank-yous.

Just tired, not sad.

2010-03-08T21:00:00.005+08:00

So much work to be done! Especially by Wed. Wanted to do them all today but I procrastinated (again) and yeah I'm too lazy and there's too much going through my mind right now.
Haven't broke down in a million years and it's such a relief letting it out. There's more but I gotta be strong.

I just need..

(L)!

2010-03-07T23:32:00.001+08:00

Woo back from the 3D2N camp @ Pulau Ubin! Awesome experience, first camping trip with ventures. It's reaaaaally fun! hehehe wished we didn't had to come back so soon.
the 2nd night was the most memorable cause we all sat around the campfire and later fell asleep altogether under the stars. awwww how often do you get that. eunice told me it felt like we were in a tv serial. haha! and the next morning when we woke up we could see the sunrise. :>

mosquito bites are so annoying! I won't complain much cause i didn't get the worst but it's still VERY itchy!!!!!!!

my butt is aching. cycling is so fun. i dislike cycling up slope but the best part of it is you'll go down slope sooner or later. and it's fun. the shortcut to MM beach was spr thrilling. when i was about to approach the steep & bumpy part it felt like i was queuing for a scary ride at the theme park and my turn was approaching.

one more week till school holiday... exciting but i'm quite sure the week will zoom past like it never happened. but then again school begins tml again and i'm so not in the mood... i haven't even touched my hw since i wasn't home till 6pm today. and i have GP presentation on tuesday. oh my gawd.

i feel too lazy to unpack the rest of my stuffs. urghhhhh

never were & never will

2010-03-01T21:09:00.007+08:00

Be mine - Ellie Goulding & Erik Hassle

heard this from bestie's blog. makes me so sad.

i'm exhaustedddddd. and it has only been less than 2 months in school. oh boy.

snap shot

2010-02-27T14:22:00.016+08:00

Got a phone call from brother yesterday evening. Wanted to get a red one but I think there wasn't stock or something.
So brother bought a blue one.
Went to bed at 12mn cause i couldn't stay awake any longer and my legs ache like crazy. & bro haven't returned home yet! :(
Woke up at 8+am and bro entered my room with something in his hands~~~~

Woohoo guess what is it!!

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YAY A NEW CAMERA AT LAAAAAAAAAST!

okay la this photo doesn't do it justice.

hehehehehehe and it's ALL MINE. brand new and mine.
it's kinda fat but it looks so cute! LOL. metallic blue.
the functions are simple but wtvr! the photos taken are still pretty.
and it's cheap! fits my current budget. yes i paid for it. well at least half. hehe
hopefully things that i paid myself wont spoil that fast >_>
BUT i'm pleased with this one.
so
so
so
so
so
happy!

those who know me should know why i'm so happy although it isn't that big of a deal. especially umbles? hahaha.

bought new running shoes last sunday too! as well as a pair of black shoes for Founders' Day. hehehe. Been wanting to get a pair of running shoes forever and finally had a chance to get one! tee-hee.

(picture & shoe) quality not bad right! ^_^

anyw math test on friday made me sad cause i made a lot of careless mistake and it made me feel stupid.

caught "Dear John" with qiuyan & siyi after school. I thought it was quite nice leh! Don't know why the others found it boring :( It made me cry hahaha. And i didn't fall asleep at all! The movie is niceeeeeeee.

I am not amused by you

2010-02-27T13:30:00.000+08:00

Lose you - Peter Yorn

I'm taking a ride off to one side
It is a personal thing.
Where?
When I can't stand
Up in this cage I'm not regretting.

I don't need a better thing,
I'd settle for less,
It's another thing for me,
I just have to wander through this world
Alone.

Stop before you fall
Into the hole that I have dug here,
Rest even as you
Are starting to feel the way I used to,
I don't need a better thing
Just to sound confused
Don't talk about everyone,
I am not amused by you.

Cause I'm gonna lose ya,
Yes I'm gonna lose ya
If I'm gonna lose ya,

Cause I'm gonna lose ya,
Yes I'm gonna lose ya
If I'm gonna lose ya
I'll lose ya now for good.

Heard this from an episode of "House". So nice.

picks me up

2010-02-22T21:27:00.004+08:00

Set The Fire To The Third Bar - Snow Patrol

OMG heard this song from the trailer. Awesome song. I wna catch the movie too.
Moooovie marathon (Vday), Eunice? :D

lousy update beats no update at all.
i think i'm feeling something.

big sigh

2010-02-06T23:18:00.003+08:00

Haven't been updating lately! I apologize.
It's been such a hectic week i hardly had time to come online. haha.
and there's ventures outing tml and i have pile loads of work to do!! :(
Urgh.
won't be updating very often anymore, so my blog will be collecting dust.. again.
hahaha.

as much as i hate having a close to dead blog.. i have no other choice :/

tell me

2010-01-24T00:42:00.002+08:00

First official week of school! With lessons and everything.
First PE lesson was so HIONG. omg i nearly died plus i didn't eat breakfast.
luckily the second PE lesson wasn't that bad. stretching exercises beats running. :P
lessons are alright i guess.. kinda sleepy but manageable! :B homework is alot though .. -.- drew physic graph until i was so frustrated. in the end the graphs weren't even due ._.

k 'nuff about school!
went to eat at the Soup Restaurant @ Vivo for dinner just now. OMG been craving for that since last week? the Samsui ginger chicken was awesome de lor.. though abit overcooked (not soft enough :( ). the tofu was delicious too! omg miss the food there~

went to shop at F21 for CNY clothes! And i spent $88 there. HAHA just nice auspicious number. awesome de lor. got the grey/yellow sweater but changed it for the white/blue sweater instead cause i bought a grey hoodie from cambodia! I can't get everything in grey.. hahaha.

so many things i wna buy! Gosh.
didn't save money this week cause 80% of my allowance went to pay for notes, ticket for the "To Kill A Mocking Bird" play, CCA Tee etc etc.

so much happenings this week. lol.

Picture Perfect

2010-01-17T14:53:00.011+08:00

Hehehe I forgot what photos i promised and are long overdue.. so tell me if you remember okay :B

Am now selectively-uploading the photos taken during the cruise trip on photobucket! Soooo.. will take some time before i post them here. :P Still have to resize them.

As for the photos taken during my outing with Bestie (2nd Jan 10), you can click here! Hehe I will selectively upload some tooooo just not today.

First week of school was alright. But energy-draining. Orientation was alright, not super lively though. I'm wondering how i'm gonna get by the year if i'm already tired from one week of school, which only includes one day of lessons. @_@
but thank god for the breaks in between! Or else i can just die out of exhaustion/boredom. x_x

some aspects do make me pissed though. I can't believe i have to take that lying down.
i'm not human.

went baking at Grace's house last friday (15th Jan). Actually siyi was mainly the one baking, as a present for Dan the man. Awwwww :D
I was mostly slacking away watching TV HAHAHAHAHA
had dinner at her house too :> Thanks grace! :D

weekends were spent resting, watching TV and completing hw.
head still hurts.

To Bumble

2010-01-11T00:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR SHINFUNG! ♥
You're 17 now, so old! Hehehehe kidding :p

You've been an awesome part of my guiding life, and an awesome part of my future venturing life. :D
Awesome friend de lor! :>

glad you enjoyed your b'day celebration on Saturday and the V Bear we gave you :>

♥Love You!!! :D

save the world for our children

2010-01-10T23:45:00.009+08:00

Finally finished my GP! Printed all 10 articles already, thanks tixxie for helping me print my fact sheet! :D

First day of school tml, all the best everyone! :D

Earlier today, went to Tiong Bahru Plaza for a quick stop at the uniform store. But the store was already closed so while climbing up the stairs to the multi-storey carpark, I glanced a little boy enter the stairways through the door and i thought i saw BeBe. A little bit older, a little bit taller Bebe. but his mum moved on to blocking me. so when his mum walked away i look again to double check, it wasn't Bebe. :(
I was thinking whether someone adopted him and brought him to Singapore. Then again he is not an orphan and neither will he grow so fast....

That's Bunrong in qiuyan's arms and Soughtlei in my arms! :D

i figured since i talk about the 2 of them so much i should show you guys their photos. ;)

qiuyan asked me to watch the Heal the World video just now. We sang the song for Kolap 4 as our item for the campfire night. the feelings just came rushing back in again.. i can remember vividly how it felt that night, abit shy to sing at the front, how i sang lala cause i forgotten some parts of the lyrics, how i went up to grab this guy i didn't talk to before, and how i stood at the back and waved his arms in the air as the song plays...

earlier in the day i was looking through the photos again. i could still remember the things we did... and the way the kids smile. and teared when we left.

don't let go

2010-01-10T17:24:00.000+08:00

Just like Yu Ting said, I don't want to forget.

Funny Faces

2010-01-10T17:02:00.001+08:00

I'm so bored!
75% done with GP. (grins)

P/S: Mok, sng! Rmb this pair of sunglasses? 8D

where i wna be

2010-01-10T00:05:00.007+08:00

Serve Cambodia Post-trip meeting was TOTALLY awesome.
totally had fun. :D feel super lucky to be able to make it in the end. :D
Thank you all for the CDs, testimonials and sincere gifts. :> Like them alot :D

Cruise trip was fun too. maybe it's cause it was my first time on a cruise, so i was super duper excited. hahaha and i didn't feel bored! LOL. alot eye-candies hehe. *_*
first day was nothing much, just exploring the ship. then 2nd day we went Penang for a tour. there was this tortoise pond. SO MANY TORTOISES. i swear got like few hundreds or so. plus its BIG tortoises, not small ones. so awesome de lor. :>
3rd day was tour at Phuket. starting was kinda boring (and cranky cause i was tired) but it got better~ Retail Therapy :D bought a super pretty watch, abit hard to wear but i like it alot. hehehee.
last day was kinda sad cause i didn't feel like leaving! The cabin was v comfortable lo. still got balcony where you can sit on the chairs and feel the sea breeze and enjoy the sea view! hehehee.
checking out is a pain cause everyone is rushing. Plus, two kiasu aunties knock into me and made me drop my passport and they didn't say sorry. -.-

Kzers chalet was totally awesome!! :D Had super lots of fun. hahaha come to think of it, the 2nd night was super embarrassing but it shall be my first and last time. i hope. hahahaha.

school reopening in one day. Not looking forward to it cause i had so much fun in the prev 2 months of holidays. best spent holiday EVER. :>
Cambodia trip, lots of ventures acts, 2K/4L chalets, many outings, Xmas and New Year. you guys make my day anytime.

I miss you all. :(

May all your wishes come true! :>

2010-01-03T02:44:00.009+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!
IT'S THE YEAR 2010!!

"Happy 2010!! 2 more years before we die people!"
As quoted by Qiuyan :b

HAHAHA awesome de lor. :b
hahahaha sorry this greeting came in late! Been too busy + lazy to blog lately. lalalalala!

Hope you've had an unforgettable 2009 (I have :> It's been a year filled with pleasant, great, bad & unhappy events, but overall still an AWESOME year.) and may the year 2010 be an even better year to you. :)
Do you have New Year resolutions? I didn't make a list cause I know I will never stick to it. Hah. Just a very basic guideline: Focus, don't stray, be good, and stop procrastinating.
Hm, simple enough to understand.

headed to Marina for the New Year Countdown with the usual bunch of Kzers! minus two people though :( nvm! hahahaha it was fun still :>
although alvin and i wished we could've stayed out longer.
to make up for the time we should've been staying out instead of stoning at home, we started playing online pool in an effort to "pretend" we are actually playing pool @ Cine. HAHAHA.
i tell you, the game is ridiculous. although i won but the way the balls were traveling are so UNREALISTIC! LOL. totally made me and alvin laughed and jaw drop! heh.

shall blog more about 1st Jan, 2nd Jan and more to come when I'm back from my cruise trip + Chalet! Or I might just end up being too lazy to blog. HAHAHA. SEE HOW :D
Cruise: 3rd - 6th Jan
2K Chalet: 6th - 8th Jan

won't be blogging till then! haven't been tweeting much lately either. ahhhh

In future, I wish to do a list of memorable things that happened to me in Year 2009. There's both good and bad, but we'll see..

Joy to the world~

2009-12-26T02:39:00.007+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!! :D

Omg the picture is so pretty! :B

Hehe hope you have had an awesome Christmas! ;)
I spent my X'mas with great company! HAHAHA
PLUS, we spent under our budget!!! Nice de lor~
Shall blog more about it tml. it's late now!

Am so happy to hear that some people have received my card.
Although I did not have time to hand-make them this year, hope you guys like them! :D
I still went to draw and paste stickers in each card lor.. HAHA

Time to catch some Z's. Tee-hee.
Goodnight!

Happy Boxing Day! :D

credits

Merry Christmas!

2009-12-25T00:00:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHA!

credits

speed of light

2009-12-22T15:07:00.001+08:00

Plane ride to Cambodia

Post trip changed to jan. pray that it isn't between 3-6 jan! :'(

Shifted the Nuffnang bar from the bottom to the side -------->
Help to clickety-click okay! :D Click more~!

I want the Blackberry Bold 9700 soooo baaadddlyyy :(
it's still on my wallpaper. I'll keep dreaming!!!!!!
But i want a camera so badly too. damn why am i not a spoilt rich brat? -.-
then again.. i rather not be one. seeing how ... nvm.
money saved goes for my plane ticket, so no touchy touch savings account.

ROD for seniors later. Off to hit the shower!

time flies by so so so so so fast!

2009-12-21T02:46:00.002+08:00

Whoops! Haven't been updating lately. Hehe. Here's what I've been busy with:

Packing of room
Almost done!! Left my shelf, which is damn zzz but the rest of the room is pretty much DONE! :D
Thinking of Cambodia.. Still.
Yeah it's been 8 days, but I still think of it. Everything reminds me of the trip. And I do not want to forget about the trip, ever. so it's not a bad thing, in fact i'll do this just fine. :D and omg, it's been a week?! :(
Getting Sy's present
HAHAHA! Met qy & yx and got sy's presents at JP last monday! :b Sy must wear the heels and protect the keychain always okayz~!!!!!! :> & i finally got my long overdue B&J treat from yx.
Watching movies
I watched 2012 with Tix & Yt on Tuesday (15th Dec) . It was aweesomeeee~~~ Hehehe so cool la and heart stopping. I almost wanted to scream LOL. i think i shrieked though, oops. and to the contrary of what yx said, the theatre was definitely not empty despite the movie airing for so long. in fact, there was quite a number of people. hehe.
I watched 风云2 on Thursday. Haha i'm not a big fan of Chinese movies, but the movie was AWESOMEE~~ Hahaha although it's heavy on graphics, but i think the graphics are pretty cool. :D looks nice. :>
Heading to the airport
Went to the airport to fetch my brother & his wife (then fiance :b) who came back from Thailand on Tuesday night.
Got a new bag :>
Celebrating Siyi's bday
I know this is kinda late.. but...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SI YI!!!!!!!! (L)
Hehehe! Sweet sixteen! All the best, stay pretty! :>
After the celebration (Thursday, 17th Dec), sy headed to the bird park w daniel and her niece. Grace, qy & I went to watch 风云2!
Emo-ing about my camera
Did I mention my camera malfunctioned on the plane ride to Cambodia? One moment it's fine, the next, it's screwed -.- the photos are so.. blech. luckily (or not), i could still take videos, nothing wrong with the videos taken. Hence, these past few days.. all i could take was videos. :( and blur photos urgh. and everyone around me whipped out their cameras!!! :( esp during bro's rom, omg millions of cameras. i could hear my heart sink. Camera, come back~~ Can't live w/o ya.
Ventures, but of course ;D
Hehe, I love ventures!! Hung out with some ventures on the Fri, 18th Dec. Paid our ROD $$, and went to get ROD presents for the seniors. Got the supplies and went to Burger King for lunch and start on our presents. We finished our presents within an hour and I have to say I quite like it! Affordable and um, sincere? We made it ourselves!!!! HAHAHA including the guys! it was fun making it and chatting at the same time, hehe. aft that we headed to Bukit Batok CSC (?) and played pool! freezing cold and i couldn't play seriously, so i gave up playing aft 2 shots. heh. :b
after that was dinner @ West Mall KFC with the girls (Eunice Qiuyan Tix Yt). HTH talks are the love. (L) We talked for hours and finally went home at 9+pm. the bus came aft eons and i managed to reach home at last at 11pm. Mum didn't say anything, phew. Crab was waiting for me at home, yumz.
Writing X'mas cards
Need I explain more? :>

& LAST BUT NOT LEAST... :D

My brother's ROM!
Hehehe congratulations to the happy couple! ^_^ Welcome to the family, Celest! :>
Photos are up on facebook, I'm currently uploading the video onto facebook now.
2 more hrs to go. @_@

hmm.. might have missed out some things. But nvm, will fill in when i rmb. off to read xx's love story, and bed time. meeting qy & eunice & eric tml and also discuss about the night hike w john.

night hike is on the day of the post-trip gathering. me can't wait. :D

& OMG, THE TIME CAN'T GO BY ANY FASTER. SERIOUSLY, one day just went by like a minute. wth? i can't believe i'm back in singapore for a week alrdy, and i definitely can't believe the trip i thought would be so later in December has already ended. OMG. and i can't believe it's 4 days to x'mas alrdy. OH MY GAWD NOOOOOOO T.T
i feel like i'm wasting my days away doing nothing ever since i came back from cambodia. wth. :(

Priceless

2009-12-16T23:43:00.003+08:00

My phrasing might be a little weird.. Cause i really don't know how to put some thoughts into words. Shall try my best!

When I'm making milo, what are the kids drinking?
When I'm eating potato chips, what are the kids snacking on?
When I'm using the computer, what are the kids playing with?
When I'm sleeping on my thick mattress, what are the kids sleeping on?
When I'm out shopping, what are the kids doing?

Everything i'm doing right now makes me ponder what are the kids doing there. I miss them. I wna play with them. I wna talk with the older kids.
I feel so empty sometimes, knowing that I won't wake up the next day to join the team in heading towards the orphanage, knowing that I won't be seeing the kids so soon...

On the very last day I didn't want to leave Cambodia. I would rather stay. It wasn't that bad there you know. I was living quite comfortably. :>

I'll never forget the voices of the kids as we leave the orphanage after the campfire "Bye bye!" "See you tomorrow!"
My heart sank, what if the kids said the same thing the very last day we're there? Although they knew it'd be our last day, but what if..?
Saying goodbye is definitely not easy, but if we find it painful, what about the kids?
Surely there are other teams to go there to help out, and after days and weeks they will bound to leave. The kids having bonded with the volunteers will have to bid them their last goodbye. If we find it painful to say goodbye once, how will the kids feel saying many more goodbyes? Seeing people come and go, knowing that they'll never stay, and yet they are so brave to open their heart and let them in.
When we first arrived at the orphanage and alighted the bus, the kids swarm up to us and hugged us. Their hugs are affectionate, they do not hug in a 'fu-yan' manner, but they hug tightly. They do not know our names, nor our personality, yet they still hug us like we've known them for years.

like people said, all they really want is love.

i have alot more things to say, but what i've wanted to say have mostly been said to the other ventures. There's more, but i don't know how to put them down in words.
Everything will be kept in my heart, and i can't wait to go back again. :>

it's been a fruitful experience, and everything's worth it!!!!!

(L)

Still missing..

2009-12-14T20:00:00.000+08:00

wore these out today. Hee!

same same but different

2009-12-13T23:48:00.003+08:00

W.A.D! Club Serve Cambodia 2009
7th December - 12th December

Just AWEEEESOME~ is an understatement

Peeeriod~

leaving on a jet plane

2009-12-07T00:07:00.006+08:00

HELLOOOOOO!
HEHEHEHEHE haven't been updating much and neither will i be updating for the next 6 days!
will be heading off to Cambodia with some of the year 4 Ventures! :D
Service Learning trip, hehehehe
kind of excited but apprehensive too! First trip FLYING OVERSEAS (bus to M'sia / West M'sia not counted :P) w/o parents! hahaha and first trip overseas for service learning too (unless the cleaning of beach @ M'sia with interactors count O_O). Wish me luck! :D

Will be bringing iPod over & heard that there's WiFi there, so will try to blog! If i don't blog follow my twitter k! will definitely Tweet if i get connected to the WF :>

Will be having a "campfire" for the kids there too! The theme is ABC - A Better Cambodia! HEHEHE SMART RIGHT!! We came up with the theme wahahahahaha :P

will be taking photos! HEHE :D brought polaroid camera too hehehe and it's in this "professional" looking bag HAHAHAHAHA pi la!! :x

9 active chat windows before my trip makes me a happy girl! :P

omg super excited for the plane ride cause it's been years since i've been on a plane. yeah yeah very noob CANNOT ISSIT!! :b although the ride is only for an hour. T.T

MISS ME!!!!!!!
HAHAAHAHAHAHA
(L)

Mass clean-up!

2009-12-03T15:05:00.003+08:00

SPRING CLEANING~~~!!!

Pack the room
Clear unread emails (503 unread emails T.T)
Clear the iPod of unused applications, documents etc
Clear useless documents
Clear music i don't listen to

Was packing the room, but I'm taking a break right now. I CAN'T STAND IT. papers everywhereeee, urghhhh. packed all my notes in a friggin' huge box. :/ and txtbooks/assessment books in another box. ANYONE WANTS TO BUY BOOKS?!?! (grins)

mum (or was it sister?) commented how can i go Cambodia and teach the kids to be neat & tidy, and pack their room, if i can't do it myself. T.T sigh

i want to paint the room white. it'll look cleaner! :b

but of course i have to keep my room tidy... which becomes harder and harder to do as school reopens. :(

would die for a house like this: chioness ttm
urghhhh but i'll add in more colours or else it looks damn cold. :/

OH & THIS IS PRETTY AWESOME: Click!
for one person, this will be a pretty cosy apartment. ^_^
or maybe 2. HAHAHAHA.

ewww the skin on my fingers is dry and peeling. :'(

save me..

Nice to share

2009-12-02T01:52:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD. SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEE HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

& DAMN FUNNNNNNNNNY LOOOOOOOOOOOOL

Do the dance, shake your bootie~

2009-12-02T00:13:00.001+08:00

So cool. O_O

lovely

2009-12-01T16:42:00.011+08:00

Saturday 28th Nov 09

♥ Umbles' 3rd Anniversary! :D

Went to Underwater World. It was fantabulous~ Plus the dolphin lagoon has reopened and there's 30% holiday offer (so go now!), so ticket's only $16.00. Obviously we made our trip there super worthwhile, tee-hee.
Big fishes do scare me though. Tudong is so cuteeee. The fur seals are THE CUTEST. and lest to say smart. i want them as my pets! :b
Aft underwater world we went for a short shopping trip, then qiuyan treated us to B&J. Thank you Qiuyan! (L)
& Thankyou Glenda & Eunice for the presents! i love them~! hehe
Aft that we went for Cambodia preparation/briefing that ended reeeeally late. So we went for a late dinner @ Lao Mu Ji (HAHAHA) and left near 11pm.
Photos are up on Facebook! ^_^

Monday 30th Nov 09

♥ Ventures Discussion + Picnic/Kite-flying

Didn't manage to get a group photo! by the time we remembered some already left. :(
Met at Macs @ 9+am to discuss some plans for the Cambodia Trip. Lots of digression but we completed our discussion in the end :>
Short grocery shopping trip @ Giant while qiuyan and i scuttled off to get lighter + Bday cake to celebrate weichen & cynthia's bday.
met kel at city hall mrt, met cyn @ marina barrage. and we started to fly kites! :D
i have to say that currently, that day was my most successful kite-flying attempt. :P
Lunch time, then bday surprise time. Apparently we tricked Cyn we were celebrating Wc's bday, and we tricked Wc tt we were celebrating Cyn's bday. :P The cutting of the cake part was sweet! :P Literally sweet too, the cake's awesome \o/
Next was UNO ATTACK! Hahahaha that machine practices favouritism!!!! :x
eric joined us later. continued kite-flying + untangling of strings. And chatting.
headed back to City Hall and had dinner at Souperlicious (?). Food was average (blech)
walked around for a while and IT IS DAMN HILARIOUS. cross-eye and blind-eye made weichen laughed till he bent over. Eunice got annoyed by the blind-eye. It's like qy's staring into the space beside eunice and claims that she's looking at eunice. HAHA.
AND WE VISITED THE SCRAPBOOK STORE @ RAFFLES CITY. prettiness eveeeerywhere~
aft that was the train ride home, where qiuyan proceeded to prank call zc. HAHA and she cut short a lot. & I mean A LOT. I had to get off the next stop so they continued to prank call others aft i left. :x

Stayed home all sunday. Had dinner @ this coffeeshop that sells Western Food. IT IS DELICIOUS. I hardly like fish but i ordered this grill fish dish cause there was a sausage. the amazing part is that i preferred the fish over the sausage. CAUSE THE GRILL FISH TASTES (Y)!

Kite-flying is fun. let's do it again!

Pizza Making!

2009-11-30T01:24:00.005+08:00

I won't say baking pizza cause technically, i toasted it. :P

PIZZA
Ingredients:
Ready-made crust: bought from store (Giant)
A mix of Mozzarella, Cheddar and Parmesan Cheese (bought in a packet from store [NTUC]) or any type of cheese FOR making pizza
Ham, sliced into tiny pieces
Fresh pineapple cut into small pieces
Tomato sauce (i just used bottled pasta sauce)

Prepare as much as you prefer! HAHAHA I just chopped as i like and cut as i like and i think the ingredients i prepared are enough for 2 pizza, and the crust comes in 2/pack. use your instinct! anyw i made this w/o following any instructions, so add wtvr you like!

1) Spread tomato sauce over crust

2) Prepare ham & pineapple slices

3) Put cheese over your pizza - as much as you like :P
(not too much or else it'll drip over the edges)

4) Add ham slices

5) Add pineapple bits

6) Toast it! Follow the instructions written on the packing of the crust.
Use your instinct too cause I placed it in there more than the told time. Extra crispy! :b

7) EAAAAAAT! :D

Sprinkle cheese powder or wtvr you like. i ate it like this. Yum

hehehe some lame tutorial! I'm bored, can't blame me. (shrugs)

For umbles

2009-11-28T00:00:00.003+08:00

HELLO UMBLES ♥

HAPPY 3RD ANNIVERSARY!
♥_♥

♥ Bumble ♥ Fumble ♥ Mumble ♥ Pumble ♥ Rumble

Thank you for the past awesome 4 years, especially during guides! :D
There's a lot I'm grateful to you all for, but words won't do them justice! At the end of the day, it just comes down to one thing:
I love you girls! ^_^
You girls never fail to bring laughter! Why us? HAHAHA hang out soon k! :>

SUMMAAAARY

2009-11-27T20:39:00.004+08:00

Hmm shall try to recall what i've been up to all week! boring wordy post though

Monday 23rd Nov
Food Expo w Mum. NEW BAG! :D
Posted about this alrdy, tee-hee!

Tuesday 24th Nov
Outing @ Seoul Garden with Mok Sng Qz Tq Wh Wz Wz [alphabetical]!
Had buffet but i ate super little. But it's okay cause tq and the guys were spamming prawns and i bet they ate my share too. it's like 100+ prawns! LOL. Tq was imagining himself getting banned from seoul garden in future. hahahaha.
Aft that we went to Nick's house for fun! wh & wenzhong left to buy presents @ queensway.
watched Two & a Half Men @ nick's house and it was friggin' hilarious. Didn't know he had the whole six seasons on DVD! and i've been watching on Starworld -.-
& nick was passing to the guys his magazine stash. (coughs)
mok sng qz wz was playing cards while the rest watched. then casper and weehan came to join and they played dno what outside.
NICK'S ROOM WAS SO COOL MAN his tv in HIS OWN ROOM IS FRIGGIN HUGE. and he uses his xbox as dvd player. awesome not!
ite we went home at around 8+pm. hahahaha & all i had to do was walk home cause i stay in the same block.

Wednesday 25th Nov
Was suppose to meet Qy & Alvin on the train to Changi to send the people going for GPP off, but i overslept :$ really sorry! was planning not to sleep at all but the seoul garden outing made me wake up earlier than usual (i almost didn't want to go cause my lazy bum refuses to get off the bed hahahaha) and my body clock went bonkers. :P
sorry qy! sorry alvin! sorry grace! sorry sy! sorry yx! hahahaha couldn't send you guys off:(
hope you guys have a safe & fun trip alright!! Teehee
stay home wednesday. bored bored bored.

Thursday 26th Nov
Ventures outing!! :D HURRAY at long last hahahaha
planned to meet @ Orchard mrt @ 2pm (I WAS ONLY 5 MINS LATE WEEE) but in the end we realised that Cine was nearer to Somerset so we decided to meet at Cine. Meanwhile kelvin zc & I reached orchard mrt and the rest were late, so we went Ion to walk around. then a few phone calls later we went to Cine after realising cine was nearer to somerset. met zw on the way out & on the way to cine eric joined us. then at cine we met the rest! qy & tix~
then we went to buy tix. was planning to watch 2012 (the purpose of the outing actually) but the tickets were sold out so we decided on Fantastic Mr Fox. well actually i suggested it HAHAHAHA WHAT i like stop motion.
went for a game of pool since the movie was at 4:10pm and it was still early
glenda & julio joined us during pool hehe. pool was kinda funny hehehehe it always was XD
then we headed for the movie. eric left. i got blamed for choosing the movie cause it wasn't their taste. T.T but i fairly enjoyed it anyw HAHAHA the animation is cute okay! :/
weichen joined us & then we couldn't decide where to go as we didn't feel like going home nor eating dinner. wanted to find Party World but couldn't. in the end we headed to Ion and walked about. in circles. glenda had to leave early :(
finally decided to eat dinner @ Fish & Co. LONG QUEUEEE and hard to find table for 9.
so we left Kelvin's number with a girl call Sha Sha (nudges) and went to B4 to sit down. started playing T or D but ended up playing Shoot Shag Marry. Game didn't last long cause Weichen started to share some STORIES. LOL. went back to Fish & Co to ask for seats but still no seats.
Finally got seats and had dinner!
went outta Ion and into this HUGE XMAS TREE. wah blinding lights. X_X
contemplating where to go and zc had to leave early. :l in the end decided on pool so we walked back to Cine and had one last round of pool. I shot 3 balls in in one row! hahaha and that was the luckiest i could get :(
by the time we left it was alrdy 11:XX pm. Cyn Qy Tix & Wc cabbed home, julio & Zw took mrt and Kelvin & I took bus.
home swt home @ 12:00am. EXACTLY. Hehehehe FUN DAYYYYYYYY~ :D
another outing soon for 2012 & we were thinking about a Slpover @ Cynthia's house instead of a chalet. Save money tee-hee!

Friday 27th Nov
Eunice came back from her Cruise! :D & Bestie flew off this morning @ around 8 to HK. :(
(omg the both of them returned/left around the same time! :O)
Enjoy your trip bestie!!! :D:D Come back soon~~~
Bored bored bored. Woke up in the noon and watched GG until i followed parents out to GET A NEW TELEVISION~! WEEEEEE XD
now there's a brand new television in parents' room. tee-hee~

Saturday 28th Nov
Umbles outing!!! :D:D:D:D Update more when the day's over. HAHA :P

we were always meant to say goodbye

2009-11-26T01:15:00.003+08:00

I'm a bored kidz.
Ventures outing in about 12hrs+ time. Can't wait. (L)
Although I'm super lazy to leave the house. T_T
just have to drag my butt out of the chair, just like on tuesday! Hahaha.

tuesday was hilarious, btw.
update more later! ^_^

Sing a happy song with me

2009-11-23T20:24:00.001+08:00

Me: (Humming) Lalalala~
Sis: Don't be so happy in front of me.. When I'm suffering (Studying for exams)
Me: Okay. (Stops humming)
Sis: Still smile..
Me: (Pouts)
Sis: (Pouts)

Just came home from Expo! Hehehehe went for Food Expo and John Little X'mas Expo w Mum! Saw alot of Rvians there! Mostly working and three browsing.
bought a bowl of shark fin to try AND IT TOTALLY SUCKS TO THE CORE. taste like fish! BLECH!!! i hate the "xing" taste. so gross like uncooked fish. should've bought other stall one. EWWWW :(
bought lots and lots of snacks hehehehehehe and i went to peng QY de chang! LOL. bought biscuits.
and I BOUGHT A NEW BACKPACK YAAAAAAAAY. I still like my current one but i also like the new one i bought. hehehe it's bought on the context of "new school bag" but obviously i won't just use it for school :P
yay for new bags! Hip hip hurraaaay!! :D

Oh btw, the photos i took durign 4L's Nov 09 Chalet are up on facebook! Stupid facebook made me upload thrice before it finally succeeded. The first two uploads happened like this:
(Window pops out) Upload Successful! Glee!!! Brings me back to the photo upload page. Check the photo album. WTH no photos?! Upload again. (Window pops out) Upload Successful! Praaaaaay. Brings me back to the photo upload page. WALAU !@#$%^&*() Check photo album again. BLANK. Upload again. Selected less photos this time. (Window pops out) Upload Successful! PRAY LIKE CRAZY. Brings me to the edit photo page. PHEW!!! Add more photos. Tag some.

Then i went to watch some more gossip girl and bed time @ 5:xx am.
I NEED MY OLD BODY CLOCK BACK

preview

2009-11-22T23:27:00.006+08:00

dream

so happy now LOL

so fun catching up with old friends. :>
having so much fun right now. and the song You & Me playing in the background totally lifts my spirit. HAHA.

Boy oh boy do i have some wicked hobbies ;)
if you put it on your blog/fb, it's not really a secret now, is it? (i learnt this lesson the hard way)
quoted from Tix: "you can be like a reporter next time already" (think she mean paparazzi) and she called me "dangerous" cause any photo has a potential to be, well, a source. :P

weeeeee~
now i'm asking yx & tx about something chim. HAHAHA damn funny la LOL i'm like some blur bubble-headed girl asking the pros for answers.
it's damn fun omgomg i love fun. (grins)

Till everything's forgotten

2009-11-22T20:47:00.006+08:00

You and Me - Wannadies

One of my favourite oldies! Apart from Dancing in the Moonlight ;)
hehe it's rare that i like oldies! But these are classic. (L)
i'm in cloud nine listening to this song. i can picture a movie with this as a soundtrack. with Jennifer Aniston acting in it. you know, similar to 500 Days of Summer?
but there is a movie w this song as a soundtrack, right? O_O

oh gawd how i'm in love.. with this song. :>
& i love the soundtracks from 500 Days of Summer too. awesome beat. tee-heez.

such a rush

2009-11-21T19:49:00.007+08:00

breathe

Today...
Started out as a gloomy day. I WAS UTTERLY BORED. damn bored to death. nothing to do. had no games to play on facebook (OMFG). :(
so i tried to nap.
and i dreamt that i had a waterfall at home. next to my sofa. my sofa was sort of part of the waterfall anyw.
and there were CUTE otters living in it. i think one or two of them.

and they are so adorable~!
in the end for some reason i had to leave home for a period of time, i think. and the waterfall got moved away. so the otters were put up for adoption.

meanwhile they were living on my sofa. but then there were no more water source and the sofa became dry. and i felt super sad for the otters.
and i felt super sad leaving the otters. (the sadness felt quite real leh)
then i woke up. LOL.

practically i wasted my saturday afternoon away. I had no morning cause i woke up at 2pm. i went to bed at 5am in the morning. @_@

BUT NOW I'M HAPPY.
talking to gayshyt made me happy! HAHAHAHAHA
SEE BE HONOURED YOU'RE FINALLY MENTIONED HERE AGAIN!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I'M HIGH HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA

GET WELL SOON GAYSHYT!!!!!!!!!! :D

mum bought back dinner but i went to cook Chicken Soup anyw.
craving for it hehehehehe.
here's a bowl for you GS!

so fun to share with people what i observe O_O

but,
neh neh nee poo poo i ain't gna tell ya. :P

can't wait for 9.15pm and i have a show to watch!!!
meanwhile, back to Gossip Girl! (L)

i took one big step and i looked away

2009-11-21T03:56:00.004+08:00

~$~

thats an emoticon for money fly away! HAHAHA the '~' represents the wings. LOL! :B
my old phone bill before i got the student plan.
now you see why the student plan is so impt to me. :b
an avg of 100 text msg a day w/o student plan = bankrupt.

my twitter account has been locked almost ALWAYS ever since i changed the password. -.-
wonder if someone's logging into my account with the wrong pw purposely. blah wtvr.
at least i can still update it. :>

Back from 4L's Dec'09 chalet! :D
it was really aweeeesome~~ had quite alot of fun :D least to say drama, hahaha.
I SWEAR I WASN'T DRUNK. i remember everything! i just got high okay. tee-heez :)
will update more next time, don't feel like typing a long blog post right nowz!

slept at 2+am ytd and woke up at 16:00. I COULDN'T BELIEVE MY EYES when i saw the time on my phone. i was like WHAT?! it was like i was knocked out or something, LOL. didn't wake up at all, not even for a toilet break. anyw even if i did i can't remember. then i felt super lazy so i went to lie in my bed again and went to sleep till 6-7pm. hehe awesome. :P
now i'm wide awake. :(

Ventures first training activity!

2009-11-17T02:32:00.000+08:00

6th November 2009
Ventures First Training Activity! :D

Being tied up to shoot water bombs at.
Happy Belated Birthday Eric! :D

ATTAAAAAAAACK!!!!!!!!

Weichen kept hugging his bag to protect himself and his bag from the water. LOL

Hehehe cause this had the least photos so i uploaded these first. Will upload Tix's bday surprise photos soon! :D (on facebook first hehez)
so when Eunice come back from HK she can post photos! :P

when the lights go out

2009-11-17T01:16:00.000+08:00

Celebrate

Attending class chalet from Tuesday to Thursday! And if mama permits, till Friday! :D
Hence no blogging or facebook till then~ :(
Will upload some photos when i'm back! :D

Ewww something super disgusting just happened. Blah.

bestie is a cutie :3

2009-11-15T00:45:00.002+08:00

Vanessa Vanessa Vanessa says (12:44 AM):
*omg its 12.44 now
*LOL
*I THOUGHT IT WAS ONLY LIKE 7PM
*LOL
Stay alive says (12:44 AM):
*LOL
*ARE U KIDDING ME?!
Vanessa Vanessa Vanessa says (12:44 AM):
*SERIOUSS
*LOL
Vanessa Vanessa Vanessa says (12:45 AM):
*i woke up at 6plus mah
Stay alive says (12:45 AM):
*(Y) WINNEEEEEEER
Vanessa Vanessa Vanessa says (12:45 AM):
*short day
*YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*LOL
Stay alive says (12:45 AM):
*u dunnid sleep till 6am le la
*as usual
Vanessa Vanessa Vanessa says (12:45 AM):
*i think so
*HAHA
*wah
*:/

Bestiz, you never fail to amaze me.
and to the rest of y'all, now you know why i sometimes sleep terribly late. under the influence of my bestiez and cause sometimes i stay up with her.
WE ARE AWESOME LIKE THAT~ 8D

P/S: Bestiz, you got 2 labels in this blog! Honoured huh!!! :b [Refer to Below \/ ]